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What the RWD meant to me

Posted by Sqeezy - July 14th, 2008

Only fair to state some thoughts,
I'm tired of the bashing.

The original motivation I had for animation was back in 2002 when I got a lot of users like ShawnHollern, DanPaladin, Gel and all those flashartists to detest me for I stole others art and posted it as my own, pitiful. It motivated me so much to prove them wrong that it got me where I've been.

Suddenly there was nothing left to work for, the motivation shrank.
I had no fun no more in animating, which bugged me alot.. I couldn't produce quality animation no more.
Sux.

Anyways, RWD came up "wanna join?" felt like a good idea at the time."sure."

"tis about quality spam" oh awesome I can do that.

Cancer.
Block. Block block block.

I wanna submit i need to submit something.

ehh spammy flash groups.. spam?
Yeah. submit LSD again see where it takes you
OhLOL daily feature, NG is stupid.

"No No. You can't do that, delete them or youll have to leave."

but what its a spam group? it was quality spam wasn't it?
people enjoyed it, demanded more.

dont get it.. I thought this group wasn't to appeal to the majority of the public but rather to those smart folks that could understand that kind of bizzare humour.

"nonononono, thats not how it works, youre no longer welcome."

"Haha TF quit, what an emo."

oh ok, actually I don't care much, I had no contact to the members, I saw no motivation in this, it felt more like getting some animators who were able to produce quality but didn't have to rely on always pumping out the best things.

I saw the RWD as a relief from the pressure of the portal, where we had to follow certain standards to achieve something. but it wasn't a relief at all. It actually built up more pressure for me than anything else in the last days.
And though I was aware of what I was doing, that it would get me to lose "fans" and respect or whatever I don't simply give a fuck about what the public thinks of me no more,

and it's more motivating working for the haters than for the pitiful "fans" who are disrespectful and ungrateful anyways.

So anyways, I'm moving on. It's not like I have lost anything.
The RWD is fun for those who see it as fun, but it's a bitch that can only break apart at some point of time, because there's no way to hold all those egos together.
I don't see the reason anyways, Newgrounds is the Flash group we all belong to.
Creating small groups only to have backup for one's message is kinda cowardish.

The ClockCrew instead is something completely different, because every member stands for the same thing. It is all about B.
And this is what made the group so strong.

The RWD is simply gonna try to collect more quality artists, to raise their reputation, but there is no message they get across with what they do. I've never been fond of the StarSyndicate,
but they have the copyright on the name of the RWD. They are actually doing radically wrong.

But do as you want. I'll remain a radical wrong doer because I've been one from the very beginning, before it all began.
And I think I've done the groups name the most right. And I don't need no backup to help me get my point across.
Controversy for the win.

Now stop the freaking drama, I don't "hate" any of you. I just can't stand your cockmongling rules.
I've been dragged out, I did not officially quit. Get your facts right.

Stop dramatizing now and move on, jeez.
You're all such assholes.

What the RWD meant to me

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Murad136

Brother I know how your feeling, just chill, only time will put things into the past, peace bro, later.

After all, you can easily get your rep back by doing new shit!

Murad136

And thanks for giving me a new point of view on this.

Cambo

I reckon that makes sense. The problem I have with you is that you do all this shit that makes you look crazy and impulsive, but whether you like it or not it defines the way you're viewed here. And a public persona built on that is dangerous: I couldn't stand having people expect me to be a way I didn't want to be. And I'm not saying this is all calculated and you don't want to be like this: regardless of how genuine all this mad-genius stuff is, it's definitive and if you change (which seems likely, you're 17 right) your popularity is rooted in these theatrics. Perhaps theatrics is a bad choice of words, but I suppose you know what I'm saying.

Anyway word is you've been going through some tough shit and I hope I'm wrong about this but I know it also feels good to the underachiever to burn out with "oh so much potential" and not have to reveal any to win the admiration others work for. Which is why I can see how these actions could be seen (perhaps cynically) as a little tendentious, and if that's the case, however unlikely, it can't end well.

Sqeezy

i dont see it ending well either, and mmh I am what I seem to be for the public.
Most think Im a drugaddict which is wrong,
I never created an animation when doped, nor did drugs inspire my works, but well.. im a psychopath. Its nothing cool to drag about once you realize you're seriously apeshit in the brain, it's hard to get along outside and with people generally, I have a social phobia. but still I do whatever I feel like doing at the time because I'm not denying who I am.
What others think does not matter much, but I still don't want too much of the wrong things about me to spread around, cause that's not what I am.

I don't know.

Lochie

I don't get why everybody is so worked up about this.

OH WELL.

Sqeezy

me either rly.

squeakytoad

Clock Crew was "strong". But this last year it's been suffering the same problem. Everyone has conflicting views with where they want to go with their projects before. Previously the mandate had always been:
"Submit whatever you want to the portal. If it upsets the Newgrounders, that's hilarious. If not, whatever. Now and then, if you get the motivation, you can submit something awesome and wow everyone. Or just create what you feel like. Just don't do anything stupid."
And everyone agreed on that and, by bizarre coincidence, it worked.

Then everyone got pretentious and self-consumed. Everyone saw their idea of the Clock Crew as the one everyone else was to follow.
Some guys got pissed off that no one was doing spam flash as much as they had before.
Other guys got pissed because the new spam flash wasn't up to their standards for "humor" (they'd especially hate it if they thought it seemed "forced"), so they'd join Newgrounds in hating it.
More guys wanted to move the Clock Crew in a direction of quality, being a productive group of artists.
Other guys wanted to practically attach ourselves to Newgrounds, and not only didn't want to tick off the Newgrounds kids anymore, but would rat out spam plans to admins on NG.

Now no one submits anything, the forums have split into three, a bunch of great people left, and there's too much pressure to try something (I just got fed up having to worry about what the guys thought of my movies, when they were supposed to be the ones to support it no matter what.

So I see where you're coming from (I equally have lost motivation for animation, and as a result I can't create crap anymore). And I don't see how you did anything wrong or even the slightest bit lame.

Sqeezy

thanks my love <3

I miss munglai

jakeganz

is that picture also descriptive of what the rwd meant to you

saltovergray

I don't get why it's such a big deal.

You got kicked out of a spam group.

Now all those people are making remarks, and making a huge deal.

Groups suck.

Sqeezy

atleast tom didn't mention it in his frontpage posts yet.
if this happens we're all doomed.

LazyMuffin

You really saw this as me kicking you out?
I told you that we don't see resubmitting as quality spam and you said and I quote
"throw me out if you must then.
its quality spam after all."

So I just befriended you for that moment because I didn't want those resubmitted animations to be in our profile and you refused to delete them.

You saw that as an act of aggression and reacted by making RadicalWrongDoer.

I don't mind really, you're still one of my favorite animators.

Sqeezy

im still part of the RWD yotam, stop being silly

element-2

what the fuck are you doing.
why are you dicking around with this stupid fucking RWD shit. email me back, asshole. im just gonna finish AH4 without you. i dont care if it doesnt get any attention because the internet famewhore tim frommeyer isnt helping. you're obbsessed and you sound like a fool.

Sqeezy

im too unmotivated to animate. finish it alone then.

Josh-B

Man, I think you just saw the RWD in the wrong light. I don't think the RWD was supposed to be meant to be grouped with those other spam groups. The RWD was created to pretty much parody the spam groups. LazyMuffin looked at the spam groups and thought it would be fun to create "quality spam", thus the RWD was born. To the other artists in the RWD, the group was more of a sidenote to their other animations. It was made just to relieve themselves to create shorts of no consistant definition. What happened with you is you tried to put too much focus into the RWD and took it a little too seriously. It shouldn't really be meant for true inspiration or understanding but just something fun to be a part of.

I just thought I would say this.

Sqeezy

stfu masterswordman

RadicalWrongDoers

stfu masterswordman

Magyar

you should join a real spam group like the Kitty Krew.

x-factor11

so uhh, yep

ClockRadio

Bring "It's Windy Up Here" back, I never got to see it since my hard drive failed. :(

SoulKiller1818

Wow, people are making a big deal out of nothing but you know, people just look for drama...

Luigi77777

Clock Crew was "strong". But this last year it's been suffering the same problem. Everyone has conflicting views with where they want to go with their projects before. Previously the mandate had always been:
"Submit whatever you want to the portal. If it upsets the Newgrounders, that's hilarious. If not, whatever. Now and then, if you get the motivation, you can submit something awesome and wow everyone. Or just create what you feel like. Just don't do anything stupid."
And everyone agreed on that and, by bizarre coincidence, it worked.

Then everyone got pretentious and self-consumed. Everyone saw their idea of the Clock Crew as the one everyone else was to follow.
Some guys got pissed off that no one was doing spam flash as much as they had before.
Other guys got pissed because the new spam flash wasn't up to their standards for "humor" (they'd especially hate it if they thought it seemed "forced"), so they'd join Newgrounds in hating it.
More guys wanted to move the Clock Crew in a direction of quality, being a productive group of artists.
Other guys wanted to practically attach ourselves to Newgrounds, and not only didn't want to tick off the Newgrounds kids anymore, but would rat out spam plans to admins on NG.

Now no one submits anything, the forums have split into three, a bunch of great people left, and there's too much pressure to try something (I just got fed up having to worry about what the guys thought of my movies, when they were supposed to be the ones to support it no matter what.

So I see where you're coming from (I equally have lost motivation for animation, and as a result I can't create crap anymore). And I don't see how you did anything wrong or even the slightest bit lame.

I reckon that makes sense. The problem I have with you is that you do all this shit that makes you look crazy and impulsive, but whether you like it or not it defines the way you're viewed here. And a public persona built on that is dangerous: I couldn't stand having people expect me to be a way I didn't want to be. And I'm not saying this is all calculated and you don't want to be like this: regardless of how genuine all this mad-genius stuff is, it's definitive and if you change (which seems likely, you're 17 right) your popularity is rooted in these theatrics. Perhaps theatrics is a bad choice of words, but I suppose you know what I'm saying.

Anyway word is you've been going through some tough shit and I hope I'm wrong about this but I know it also feels good to the underachiever to burn out with "oh so much potential" and not have to reveal any to win the admiration others work for. Which is why I can see how these actions could be seen (perhaps cynically) as a little tendentious, and if that's the case, however unlikely, it can't end

MeLucky

Stop being such an emo for once sqeezy

Sqeezy

lol stfu im not an emo, im a pessimist

notorious

to quote you:

'I never created an animation when doped, nor did drugs inspire my works, but well.. im a psychopath'

to quote the dictionary:

'psychopath

noun
someone with a sociopathic personality; a person with an antisocial personality disorder ('psychopath' was once widely used but has now been superseded by 'sociopath') [syn: sociopath] '

a sociopath is someone who doesn't feel regret, guilt, sympathy, empathy, etc. because of a brain disorder. They are incredibly dangerous for these reasons, they regret nothing they do wrong. A sociopath often feels the need to make people feel bad for them, just for the fun of recieving pity. If you truly are a sociopath then by definition you're a huge asshole that no one should trust, and if you're simply claiming you're a 'psycopath' a.k.a. sociopath then you should think before you make ridiculous claims about your personality, why would you even want to share the fact you're a psychopath?? or any of this other depressing shit to the internet?? Those are negative traits that really turn people off to you, and I think a bit too personal to be sharing with tons of people who you don't even know. Unless you're saying all of this because you actually ARE a sociopath and want people to feel pity for you in which case that makes perfect sense.

Sqeezy

im a sociopath then.

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